I HEART EDISON

I found this contest while browsing through reebonz and thought, I shall give this a try! and ta-dahhh~ my participating entry.



The Balenciaga Giant Chic Box Bag is my favourite! :D I love the colour and shape!


clockwise from top left: Roberto Cavalli ring, Rick Owens leather&silk chiffon jacket, Donna Karensequined tank, Modify jeans, Balenciaga bag, Burberry boots


Clockwise from left: Elizabeth&James dress, Blakegodbold headband, ASOS armour cuff, Balenciaga bag, Pedrogarcia shoes

I've always love black as part of my fashion style. For my day-look, I've chosen to rock chic! I love the Rick Owens jacket to the max <3 The mix between silk chiffon and leather is just splendid. The other look of mine is the party look. The simple little black dress surprises with a cut-out back which is really sexy! I think the Balenciaga bag completes my look with a youthful touch! It is a must-have!

Hopefully, I'd make it! fingers crossed!

cheers people!
YAN

It's been such a long time since I last wrote an entry. Never found the energy or motivation to come drop a few words. WELLS. I'm here now, probably because I'm not in the right mind to begin with (running fever and coughing my lungs out). hah.

Anyhow, many things happened the past year and I can hardly remember them all to blog about. Old age, hah. But I did manage to dig out some photos to share.

Now that I'm already 21 and counting, I feel really lost. No idea what to do with my future, my life, blah blah blah. Sometimes I think I've wasted my time and money on my fashion degree. Look at me- still that pathetic retail assistant working her ass off for a couple of bucks per hour. Seriously, my future prospect as a successful person seems bleak. EMO. and whenever I think about money, I think my white hair just numbered. so demoralizing.

okay. shall stop being so emo. :D

till next time,
YAN

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

i'm free, though not so happy about it. :x no proper job.

a big thank you to all who attended my fashion show, CONNECTION, at fairmont hotel on the 15th june. :DDD

here's an update on my show and collection!~

ONLY ANARCHISTS ARE PRETTY

oh, my concept for my collection is anarchy! it means a state of disorder. i reference mostly from the punk culture, nazi uniform and sm fetish. :DDDD


me by my stand and poster.


fitting pictures. model from left: heidi kate


pamella alexia


thelma bebe


olya (rude RUDE RUDE!!!>:[) simona


and to share. photoshoot pictures taken previously. model: michela. nice? i like. LOL

this outfit took forever to make. the rugging of organza is just hell. :x


punching those studs made my shoulder ached for a few days. :o


lamb skin jacket. :) spray paint-ed on.

PHOTOS OF THE SHOW. for those who have photos of my collection, do forward them to me too. :) thank youuuu.
















me szeyen novy while waiting for instructions. :)


audrey. ex-classmate from diploma.


xuefen. ex-colleague from newbie.


germaine. ex-classmate from rv.


kongaik and girlfriend. ex-classmate from rv. and me looking dumb in the graduation gown. :p


caining and sara. from rvcb.


flowers from friends. love them all! <333333333333 so pretty.

now i'm just free. well, not exactly. but i feel free after the graduation show. a HUGE burden relieved. although there were a few hiccups throughout the show, overall it was Awesome! with a capital A~ :)

i'll miss my classmates, despite being pissed off with a few. i've been trying to not think about separating with them since i'll probably just burst into tears. sighhh. :( i love you guys <3 and of course, beloved joe.

now i'm going to plan my future. :s

LOVE
YAN

WELLS. today has to be the most pathetic birthday of my life.

i had school today and you'd probably think my classmates would be nice enough to celebrate it for me. but hell, it's my lecturer's birthday too. so in other words, no one really gave a damn about mine. what made me feel real depressed was that the supposed good friends of mine (in the class) totally ignored my birthday. how disappointing. and it was those classmates, whom i rarely spoke to, who decided that i should get a birthday song. and so i cried. like wow, how ironic.

but thanks anyways, to all who had sent well-wishes. and also presents. :)



photoshoot tomorrow. will probably update again soon :)


LOVE
YAN

i left my blog to rot for say.. a month odd. oops.

i have been REAL REAL REAL busy for the past month and i cant imagine what it'd be like for the next ten weeks! god, if i've said i want to die before, i really do now (and DESPERATELY!)

I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!!

now i'm starting to wonder why i have the time to blog. :p oh, its because my birthday is coming. but hell, i dont plan to celebrate it this year. just look at my schedule. -HEARTFELT SIGH- but that doesnt mean i dont expect presents. :D

so after pondering for a few days, here's a wishlist:

1) a black bag- functional but stylish. and hopefully big. below is a picture of a bag i find quite acceptable. credits: forever21



2) a pair of glossy black leggings- that looks like its made of latex! place to get it: zara or topshop. here's a picture of it from, again, forever21:



3) a pair of headphones- BIG, preferably black! here's a picture for reference. love the silver. credits: oyemodern



4) a real man- LOL (i dont want a boyfriend!~~~) i guess pearl will understand. :p

okay. i cant think of anything else, not that i'll be receiving that many presents anyways. -HEARTFELT SIGH-

some pictures to share :)


some view taken a while back. shaky but quite cool.


meichen and i.


my toile aka sample. i'm working on my collection now!




this outer piece is going to be heavy! with zippers, studs and chains! crazy


and did i mention i cut my hair? :)

okay, back to work!

see you soon, HOPEFULLY not 10 weeks later.

LOVE
YAN